The end of autumn 1978 the prison floor, suddenly asked me to move in a southwest tiny cell. I kept thinking: Where in the end I offended them, and to impose penalties this to me? The building that there are no radio, I will ask the radio. They studied later told me: \I have morning, noon, and evening to listen to three times the radio, but the sound is smaller, can not let the prisoners heard next door. This in turn regarded as special treatment,UGG boots cheap, I really do not understand why they have to adjust my side of the cell, one side gave me the radio, is this for?
winter, I put this small cell, less heating, the cells are very cold. I asked to bring their own fur coats, and they agreed. In this way, I suffer all day the day dressed in a fur coat,UGG bailey button, lying on the small table during the day reading newspapers, reading; evening coat covered block cold.
until the spring of 2079, because with me to repair this building, and only then I moved back to a large cell, my heart just felt comfortable. This four floor Qincheng prison,cheap UGG boots, I lived again. Later, they began to allow me to participate in some minor yard work, two hours a day. Although a little tired, but the yard of air than the \
nothing else in prison, my mind can not help but be cranky, and sometimes unable to control himself. Frequent nightmares at night. Sometimes seems to be broad daylight, hard work; sometimes seems to march into the dark walk, went to a cliff, no way out of the place, someone told me to jump off. Sometimes the dream and the children, their families and enjoy their grandchildren together; sometimes dream of them hungry, tortured. But every time I woke up living in prison are among the. But anyway, I have to insist on living, hoping one day to clarify their own problems.
one thousand nine hundred seventy-nine spring day, suddenly the administrator to tell me that was approved by the leadership, my kids can come visit me. Hearing this news, I really do not know is true, I repeatedly asked the administrator. Asked more, he seemed impatient, and said: \again, and then I announced visits to the provisions of: No immediate family members are not allowed to see; two hours each visit; bring food to eat on the spot, eat the things brought in to be checked; all metal utensils will be allowed to take in; clothes to wear to go through the check; meeting to be present when the regulators are not allowed to say that any situation in prisons.
since I heard the children coming to visit, my life seems to have a hope. I hope day by day. Finally, one morning, the administrator informed me that afternoon, the families come to visit, asking me to shave, do some preparation. He also advised me not to get too excited, to control emotions.
I heard the news, can not help both happy and sad, burst into tears. Eight do not know the whereabouts of the children do not know that they are not in the cold, hungry, involved? Over the years is how? I have trouble when two small daughter is only nine and eleven years old, and no one tube, they make a living? In any case all these years they did not tell me. I was in jail, day and night miss and miss them. To meet the day has finally arrived.
day at noon, a noon I did not sleep, heart rate, blood pressure, I can control my emotions, every minute seems so long.
finally wait until the afternoon, the manager took me to visit room. I seems a lot of people, but I suddenly have considered incredible. At this time, I saw a man came up, I thought he was the public security department of the cadres. Came to see him, I asked him: \! Then, I asked around a trendy lesbian who, she said: \, but the fear I am sad, they will soon have checked her grief, and I said homemade. They said to me: This is the autumn of this is autumn in Beijing, as well as Pakistani Cui Cui and dreams. When I left them as small, now grown up. Then looked back, not my wife Chen Sui Qi, I can not help but ask: \\
although they were very difficult situation, five children, only by the two workers on the farm when the child's total wages of more than fifty yuan a month of life, but all of them are more neatly dressed, returned to I bring a lot to eat. I went back to prison after they could not get afraid to eat me desperately, but I thought where to eat, I was anxious to know their situation.
my children to increase the burden of fear,bailey UGG boots, do not tell me the real situation, only that they are OK. After I asked, before we know fashion has been displaced from the unit was not working. Autumn has moved from Beijing Zhong and demobilization, was placed in the outskirts of Beijing, the farm labor. When the educated youth to the countryside Pakistan Cui, Cui dream still in school, Cai Qin has also been married. Although they more difficult life, but it is mutual help and mutual care. I heard these are very relieved, because although children prematurely by the ordeal, but has grown up.
on this visit, my son had written a trendy Wu memories, I put the memory are summarized as follows:
remember it was 1979's March, I went back Beijing after the spring of next year, I and the Pakistani Cui, Cui dream of living in Station Street on the 11th Grandmaster of an old cottage. Church Road one day, light (Qiu for the eldest son - cited by note) I find that notice of Ministry of Public Security, has to read (ie to visit Huang, Wu, Li and Qiu), PROJECTILES (Huang Yongsheng's eldest son - - cited by note) that they have looked to Qincheng Huang Yongsheng, they find the Ministry of Public Security, also was told to go Qincheng Man in the near future, let us also linked to the Ministry of Public Security.
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